Idiosyncratic Routine

Today has been really rough. My little sister had a day pass from The Riverview psych hospital in Beverly. I was more than excited to finally see her, but holding back my tears of worry was pretty tough. Overall, we had a good day. Saying goodbye was the hardest part, but that lil’ lady’s a tough cookie. I know she’ll be okay.

Aside from that I’ve done a lot of thinking today. I’m starting to realize that there’s a good handful of people that I’m ready to remove from my life. It’s sad but dealing with the bullshit has become tiring. I’ve made a bad habit of being a push over and giving too many second chances. I’m over it. Time for change.

It’s starting to seem like I am just not cut out to have friends. Everyone bothers me.

Love never wanted me.

(via rottenworld)

It’s scary when you realize you’re more concerned with someone else’s happiness over your own. It hits you like a train. You really do care…

dylanthomasisfuckingdead:

i feel weird. i always feel weird. why do i always feel so weird. i hate feeling so weird.

(via ifyourewilling)